Back Into the Swing

I've begun my 2nd year of teaching.

I think as I settled in more, the level will decrease. The added stress of wondering when he may pop into my classroom for observation, just hoping its not during some downtime or a crazy day.

On good notes for the year: I feel more empowered this year. I know this may sound weird to those nonteachers out there, but last year, as a first year teacher, I didn't feel quite strong enough in the classroom. Its hard to explain. I didn't have bad classes or ill-behaved students or anything, but I was probably more lenient than I should have been. This year has already been much different. I really do have the idea of, "I really don't care if the student likes me, because I still have to do my job." So class room discipline is much better. I think I show that too in my presence, and that makes all the difference.

Also different is my outlook on the whole teaching thing. Last year was my first year in the "real world." It was difficult for me to just get up and go to work everyday.....the fact that I have to. Now, its become part of the routine and I actually enjoy it. My colleagues make all the difference to me. AND of course, the student interaction. Having past students visit me, even the unexpected ones, makes me remember why I love this job.

So, as I've jumped into a new year, I only hope my good outlook continues. As I take on duties (Ecology club!), I hope to see students in a different light, outside the classroom.

OH...and so excited for ATL next weekend! :)